I found it...at last....

Don't ask me how, or where, or when. I just did it.
No fears (just my heart trying to get out of my body.
No maybes, no laters, no nothing...just "here I go". And...
there was the most sexy, awesome, hot, soft, delicious, scuptural, tender and cute "sex toy".
I'm so fucking glad I did it...I congrat myself..........